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😡 #snow #in #fucking #April #STAHP

😡 #snow #in #fucking #April #STAHP

— 1 day ago
#fucking  #april  #stahp  #snow  #in 
I’m not sure but in some way I’ve been able to at least attempt to wind down. BUT I want to learn how to #meditate even when there are others around. #Mindfulness and #Feeling #Centered have eluded me. I #Thank #GOD for #weekends like this one when I can be more #introspective and #Quiet. #thesecret #thelawofattraction #loa #secret

I’m not sure but in some way I’ve been able to at least attempt to wind down. BUT I want to learn how to #meditate even when there are others around. #Mindfulness and #Feeling #Centered have eluded me. I #Thank #GOD for #weekends like this one when I can be more #introspective and #Quiet. #thesecret #thelawofattraction #loa #secret

— 2 days ago
#thesecret  #loa  #thank  #mindfulness  #centered  #god  #weekends  #quiet  #introspective  #secret  #meditate  #feeling  #thelawofattraction 
#tloa #thesecret #nolimits #visualize #gift #magnificent #humanbeings #create #precious

#tloa #thesecret #nolimits #visualize #gift #magnificent #humanbeings #create #precious

— 4 days ago
#thesecret  #nolimits  #visualize  #humanbeings  #gift  #create  #magnificent  #tloa  #precious 
I can’t let my guard down. I’m responsible for my 11 & 14 yo girls. They need me. The charade must continue. When is my moment of glory? When do I get to be happy? Feeling so low. But not tempted to use so I still consider myself a bit of a hero. My children KNOW they are loved. I have done my duty. #nervousbreakdown #mentalillness #depression #severedepression #aa #alcoholicsanonymous #na #narcoticsanonymous

I can’t let my guard down. I’m responsible for my 11 & 14 yo girls. They need me. The charade must continue. When is my moment of glory? When do I get to be happy? Feeling so low. But not tempted to use so I still consider myself a bit of a hero. My children KNOW they are loved. I have done my duty. #nervousbreakdown #mentalillness #depression #severedepression #aa #alcoholicsanonymous #na #narcoticsanonymous

— 4 days ago
#severedepression  #aa  #alcoholicsanonymous  #na  #nervousbreakdown  #mentalillness  #narcoticsanonymous  #depression 
100% of my kids are suffering from a mental illness. It is manifesting physically and I’m one person - ON MY OWN - trying to keep us all looking forward. I’m so spent. #nervousbreakdown #mentalillness #depression #severedepression #aa #alcoholicsanonymous #na #narcoticsanonymous

100% of my kids are suffering from a mental illness. It is manifesting physically and I’m one person - ON MY OWN - trying to keep us all looking forward. I’m so spent. #nervousbreakdown #mentalillness #depression #severedepression #aa #alcoholicsanonymous #na #narcoticsanonymous

— 4 days ago
#severedepression  #aa  #alcoholicsanonymous  #na  #nervousbreakdown  #mentalillness  #narcoticsanonymous  #depression 
I’m not sure I can do this anymore. I’m not suicidal or anything. (There’s too much good stuff left) but I am treading water and I’m not sure I can keep from sinking this time. It’s to the point where I’m almost incapable of crying. I just want a break. #nervousbreakdown #mentalillness #depression #severedepression #aa #alcoholicsanonymous #na #narcoticsanonymous

I’m not sure I can do this anymore. I’m not suicidal or anything. (There’s too much good stuff left) but I am treading water and I’m not sure I can keep from sinking this time. It’s to the point where I’m almost incapable of crying. I just want a break. #nervousbreakdown #mentalillness #depression #severedepression #aa #alcoholicsanonymous #na #narcoticsanonymous

— 4 days ago
#severedepression  #aa  #alcoholicsanonymous  #na  #nervousbreakdown  #mentalillness  #narcoticsanonymous  #depression 
This gorgeous creature turns 37 today!! Happy Birthday Gerard Way! #happybirthday #gerardway #mcr #mychemicalromance #killjoy #gee #gway #happybirthdaygerardway #maydeathneverstopyou #fakeyourdeath

This gorgeous creature turns 37 today!! Happy Birthday Gerard Way! #happybirthday #gerardway #mcr #mychemicalromance #killjoy #gee #gway #happybirthdaygerardway #maydeathneverstopyou #fakeyourdeath

— 6 days ago
#happybirthday  #maydeathneverstopyou  #mychemicalromance  #fakeyourdeath  #mcr  #gway  #gee  #gerardway  #happybirthdaygerardway  #killjoy 
Ryan Blair is donating $1 to Autism charities in April for every LIKE/FOLLOW/SHARE. This could be HUGE and we can make a big difference together! #NTLdoc —-> twitter.com/manon74 for the info!!

Ryan Blair is donating $1 to Autism charities in April for every LIKE/FOLLOW/SHARE. This could be HUGE and we can make a big difference together! #NTLdoc —-> twitter.com/manon74 for the info!!

— 1 week ago
#ntldoc 
Quick!!! Go follow the link on my twitter! You’ve GOT to be a part of this!
Excited to be Hosting an #NTLdoc Viewing Party for @ryanvisalus’s NTL Documentary! www.NothingToLose.com https://m.facebook.com/events/1510693075824777www.NothingToLose.com https://m.facebook.com/events/1510693075824777

Quick!!! Go follow the link on my twitter! You’ve GOT to be a part of this!
Excited to be Hosting an #NTLdoc Viewing Party for @ryanvisalus’s NTL Documentary! www.NothingToLose.com https://m.facebook.com/events/1510693075824777www.NothingToLose.com https://m.facebook.com/events/1510693075824777

— 1 week ago
#ntldoc 
#20years #KurtCobain #RIP #1994

#20years #KurtCobain #RIP #1994

— 1 week ago
#20years  #kurtcobain  #1994  #rip 
Today 10 years ago. Seems hard to believe after the snow storm last night. Wow! My girls aged 7 & 10 on the trampoline. #throwback #trampoline #kids #children #mybabies #Christina #Abigail

Today 10 years ago. Seems hard to believe after the snow storm last night. Wow! My girls aged 7 & 10 on the trampoline. #throwback #trampoline #kids #children #mybabies #Christina #Abigail

— 1 week ago
#christina  #kids  #trampoline  #abigail  #mybabies  #throwback  #children 
My dad’s father turns 90 today. #happybirthday #90 #bonnefete #grandfather #grandpapa

My dad’s father turns 90 today. #happybirthday #90 #bonnefete #grandfather #grandpapa

— 2 weeks ago
#happybirthday  #90  #grandfather  #grandpapa  #bonnefete 
BE NICE EVERYONE!! 😉
#April1st #AprilFoolsDay #BeNice #Pranks Jokes

BE NICE EVERYONE!! 😉
#April1st #AprilFoolsDay #BeNice #Pranks Jokes

— 2 weeks ago
#april1st  #pranks  #benice  #aprilfoolsday 
I feel like I’ve reached this finish line of sorts. It feel fucking amazing. I feel that the challenges I’m dealing with have less of a hold on me. I still have days when I feel so overwhelmed but I’m 244 days sober and 51 days clean and that has NEVER happened before. So yea! Happy Fucking Birthday to MOI. #happybirthdaytome #aa #na #alcoholicsanonymous #narcoticsanonymous #recovery #clean #sober #40 #happybirthday

I feel like I’ve reached this finish line of sorts. It feel fucking amazing. I feel that the challenges I’m dealing with have less of a hold on me. I still have days when I feel so overwhelmed but I’m 244 days sober and 51 days clean and that has NEVER happened before. So yea! Happy Fucking Birthday to MOI. #happybirthdaytome #aa #na #alcoholicsanonymous #narcoticsanonymous #recovery #clean #sober #40 #happybirthday

— 2 weeks ago with 9 notes
#aa  #happybirthday  #recovery  #alcoholicsanonymous  #na  #40  #clean  #narcoticsanonymous  #sober  #happybirthdaytome